Sunday, November 22, 2009

Angst, Angst Go Away.

So for two weeks I have been incredibly feisty. I thought it was worry over class or being sick.

I'm not worrying about class, nor am I sick anymore--yet I was still feisty.

The only thing I new to do was continue forward on the last course that felt right. But in this course I could not help but feel something to be amiss.

And in just a few moments--paradoxically both brief and gut-wrenchingly long-- I found myself moving from familiar territory to stepping off the edge, hoping the waves caused by my splash would carry me to shore.

They did.




What caused these waves-- an attempt at a dramatic exit along with stating,

"I do not play second fiddle."





But, oh how I love being first chair ;)



P.S. Angst is gone. Nice Quintin is back.

2 comments:

Kimberly said...

How deliciously vague. Welcome back!

P.S. Were you ever actually first chair? :P

Quintin said...

For the record I was always first chair sax. Until the time I played around with the tuba because Mrs. Moore asked me to. But then she wouldn't let me play it in the concert.